My Heaven...

This blog is all about our Ideas of heaven… our own heaven…
I have been thinking lately of our purpose of our own existence…. What is at the end of it all no matter what your faith we all tend to believe we are going to a “Better place”
Life has so many heartaches and pain that we all hope that it will have some sort of reward BUT are we simply missing heaven we have been given or have the opportunity to have if we simply strive for it… and focus on what we really want?

Im a country music fan at heart and one of my favorite singers is Trace Adkins..
This song has summed up my Idea of heaven…



“My Heaven” By Trace Adkins.

Everybody has their own idea of heaven
What kind of paradise they'll see
Pearly gates, streets of gold

No getting sick, or growin old
Sounds like a beautiful place to be

But as for me,







My heaven is a wood frame house with a great big porch goin all the way around

Sittin on the swing listenin to the sound of the birds singin
My heaven is a warm summer day in the back yard
While the kids all play, flies and mosquitos stay away
While we're eattin watermelon

That's my heaven..

You're always gonna find a few non-believers
Those who stay lost in the dark
But I believe there is a place
Full of light 'n love and grace
And I don't believe that its all that far in my heart

My heaven is a cell phone ring while I'm at work
And the only thing that you have to say
Is you miss me and get home in a hurry
My heaven is the very worst day that I spent with you
When you were so mad but I still knew
Nobody would leave cause that don't happen
In my heaven

My heaven is where I am now on the front porch of the wood frame house
Swingin with you just lookin around at all I've been given and this life I'm livin
Is my heaven

Flying without wings.

Everybody's looking for a something, one thing that makes it all complete you'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be, some find it in the face of their children, some find it in their lover's eyes.

Who can deny the joy it brings? when you've found that special thing, you're flying without wings, some find it sharing every morning , some in their solitary lives, you'll find it in the words of others, a simple line can make you laugh or cry.

You'll find it in the deepest friendship, the kind you cherish all your life and when you know how much it means you've found that special thing, you're flying without wings.


So, impossible as it may seem, you've got to fight for every dream cos who's to know which one you let go
would have made you complete?

These are the some of the lyrics from "Flying without wings by westlife" a very beautiful and touching song.. fellas sorry you proberly think its  "Gay" as some may say...lol you know who you are... :)

It brought me to a thought is this really all life is about?... everyone is on a constant search of that "Compelet feeling" for me i can relate to it... as i feel most complete when i am contributing to others completeness... even if it means my heart breaks in the end as a result, I can heal knowing that ive made a difference to someones elses life..
Unfortunatley or fortunately - i havent yet decided which one it is (i just have to trust my voice within)... but I tend to love whole heartedly with ever bit of energy and strength i have in order to fill others voids... I like to believe inside of everyone there is a inner strength that just needs a little nurturing and watering to be able to blossum into their full protential.. if i can help to nurture and water their strength, love and belief then nothing else matters.. as if i can help do this my life has a purpose... and im thankful to be apart of theirs.This for me is flying without wings...xxx